About Me

I was born in Liverpool, England. From a child’s perspective, Life was simply what it was. Physical abuse was a common daily occurrence, I wasn't wanted or loved. At 10 I remember sitting on the front step, to have a chat with my ultimate Father God “Why was I born to this family” I'm nothing like them? No response, well I had waited all of thirty seconds, ploughing on to my bigger question “Is life really a chess game, are we the pawns moving backwards and forwards aimlessly? I wanted to understand life's point and purpose. No response, no answers came booming from the sky above me. I thought I was the first child to ask this question and I’d simply stumped Him? I told Him not to worry, that I would travel the world, figure it out, find the answers and share them with Him. I guess this was the beginning of my life’s adventure.

My childhood I guess was over at Fourteen. I was raped. I left home six months later, choosing to move to London. It took me two years to work through the emotions of Rape. Unknowingly, I gave myself permission to became a Victim. Placing myself in a self-imposed prison for two whole years. I simply abandoned myself, it also became a habit. At Sixteen, I chose to grow from this experience, by dealing with and resolving it. I chose to be positive, I unconditionally forgive the rapist, forgive myself for ever having considered it was my fault. Enabling me to close this chapter and Ultimately and happily Free myself to move forward.

I met the love of my life Paul when I was Seventeen, from the moment I saw him I thought, “How inconvenient” I had plans!! But Love's like that isn't it. Life as I knew it changed forever in a moment. Plans blown and scattered to the winds of change. We had 2 beautiful daughters together, Louise and Bonnie. Their time however was short in this world, they both died of the rarest of rare disease. It was neither Genetic nor Hereditary. They died on the same day, same time, ten years apart. I started a charity, to provide vital intensive care equipment for all children. My darling daughters are a part of me as they ever where, and they both feature beautifully in the E course Life and Death.

I cannot add all the splendid adventures, the millions of lessons learned throughout the journey that is my life. The marvellous mistakes, falling flat on my face, always trusting in my innate ability and bubbling laughter to bounce right back up again. Embracing possibilities. What I love about myself the most is knowing I'm perfectly imperfect. I'm a Possibilitarian, living my life with insatiable curiosity, and endless love for this astonishing world, filled with all its wonders and magic to behold.

Never forget You are the Author of your life.